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Squaddiephil - The hunk from Banbury

About Me...

 
The Invitation

It doesn’t interest me what you do for a living.
I want to know what you ache for
and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart’s longing.

It doesn’t interest me how old you are.
I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool
for love
for your dream
for the adventure of being alive.

It doesn’t interest me what planets are squaring your moon. . .
I want to know if you have touched the centre of your own sorrow
if you have been opened by life’s betrayals
or have become shrivelled and closed
from fear of further pain.

I want to know if you can sit with pain
mine or your own
without moving to hide it
or fade it
or fix it.

I want to know if you can be with joy
mine or your own
if you can dance with wildness
and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes
without cautioning us to
be careful
be realistic
remember the limitations of being human.

It doesn’t interest me if the story you are telling me
is true.
I want to know if you can
disappoint another
to be true to yourself.
If you can bear the accusation of betrayal
and not betray your own soul.
If you can be faithless
and therefore trustworthy.
What am I looking for?
I want to know if you can see Beauty
even when it is not pretty
every day.
And if you can source your own life
from its presence.

I want to know if you can live with failure
yours and mine
and still stand at the edge of the lake
and shout to the silver of the full moon,
“Yes.”

It doesn’t interest me
to know where you live or how much money you have.
I want to know if you can get up
after the night of grief and despair
weary and bruised to the bone
and do what needs to be done
to feed the children.

It doesn’t interest me who you know
or how you came to be here.
I want to know if you will stand
in the centre of the fire
with me
and not shrink back.

It doesn’t interest me where or what or with whom
you have studied.
I want to know what sustains you
from the inside
when all else falls away.

I want to know if you can be alone
with yourself
and if you truly like the company you keep
in the empty moments.
iam shy outgoing weried sence houmoure looking for a BF know wont find 1 off here met a lot over the years all seem to have more bagage and hang ups love travel always on the trains iam just me caint change me 1 off model, know when i meet some 1 in Person if he's right 1 for me. Most meet on here have been complete wankers users know who u are DONT U.

Value my true freinds, count them up on 1 hand true freind you can call anytime of day. Not like some gay called freinds where switch there mobiles off plenty like that met over the years as well Name and Shame List Always legless 24/7 dont bother me iam a person with a lot to offer the right person, me like a quite life. I will know when i meet them in person, at end of the day. Complete waste time on here. Lot Crap chat gets no where.

I am honest take my time open up to people,
   
My Details
Username: Squaddiephil
Age: 34
Gender: Male
County/State: England, Oxfordshire
Country: United Kingdom
Distance:
Last Active: Longer than 3 months
Registration Reason: Relationship
Website Address: http://www.skinmarvin.net/squaddiephil
   
Education and Language
Education Level: College
Subject Studied:
Employment: Self Employed
Job Title:
First Language: English
Second Language:
   
Personal Information
Ethnicity: Caucasian 
Relationship Status: Single Gay Man
General Attire: Skinhead
Smoke: Yes
Drink: Yes
Drugs: Never
Income: Rather not say
   
Body
Build: Athletic
Height: 1.88 metres (6' 2")
Eye Colour: Hazel
Hair: Dark brown
Hair Style: Cropped
Cock Size: Large
Cut or Un-Cut: Un-Cut
Sexual Role: Versatile
Disabilities: Amputee
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